Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Not yet "happy"... but already... at peace.

Tapos na.

Breathe in – breathe out lang yan. Naiyak ko na lahat. Nakakahinga na ako ng maluwag.

“If pain must come,
may it come quickly.
Because I have a life to live,
And I need to live it
In the best way possible.
If he has to make a choice,
May he make it now.
Then I will either wait for him,
Or forget about him.
Waiting is painful,
Forgetting is painful,
But not knowing which to do,
Is the worst kind of suffering.”

-------------Paulo Coelho, By the River Piedra I Sat Down and Wept

Sinabi nya kagabi na suko na talaga sya. Na hindi nya na ako kayang pakisamahan. Na may mahal na raw syang iba.

Aminado ako na malaki ang kasalanan ko. Na nasaktan ko sya, ng sobra, ng maraming beses.

And person gave up. Sinukuan nya ako. Kung kelan nagsisimula na akong magmahal. Isang hakbang na lang, hindi nya pa inihakbang. Isang kirot na lang, hindi nya pa tiniis.

Binalak kong magpakatanga. Na mahalin sya kahit hindi nya na ako mahalin.

Gelo: Sasayangin mo lang ang oras mo.
Miko: Di bale nang masayang, ganon sya kahalaga sa kin.
Sheena: Eh kami? Hindi ba kami mahalaga sayo? Pwede ka lang magpagago, kung walang naghahangad ng oras mo.
Gelo: Gusto namin sya. Maayos syang kasama. Pero hindi nya pwedeng solohin ang oras mo. Pwede lang syang maging parte ng pamilyang binuo mo.
Dony: Pag nagpakatanga ka, pano pa kami makikinig sa advice mo na wag magpakatanga?
Partner: Be responsible for your actions naman, we are looking up to you as our model for growth. Wag mong sirain ung natitira mong credibility.
-------------The Family, Conversations with the Family

Isang buntong hininga.

Salamat sa mga tunay na sumoporta. Sa Family. Kay Billy, Lucky, Jecky, Juls, Noeh. Pati sa taong tumatawag sa king bossing, salamat sa quote LNC. Salamat sa mga online friends ko dito sa multiply.

It is finished.



39 comments:

'BillyBoi' ' said...

No problem dude.
good to know you're fine.

Miko Legaspi said...

thanks billy. i'm glad you stick around.

lucky magno said...

-THE END-

i think u shud take a bow... heeehe!

well, what else can i say... that's life...

peace out!

Miko Legaspi said...

hahaha. i was expecting uber okray from you. thanks. =)

lucky magno said...

i rily felt like doing that... kso maxado k nmang kwawa... kya pass muna ko ngaun... after all, my pnagsamahan nman tau...

Miko Legaspi said...

hahaha. thanks for consideration. don't worry, i can take everything from you now. mejo magaling na ko.

Aaron Nuñez said...

Sad...

-Carlos Javier - said...

Oh how I know...
Sorry to read about all this Mik. :D

'BillyBoi' ' said...

no problem ;)

*** James *** said...

atleast ur okay now... part yan ng buhay.,.. from that mistake dapat may natutunan ka at wag mo nanggawain sa susunod..

take care miko

Kristoffer Marlou Alcala said...

"There's a rainbow always after the rain..." ---Rainbow by Southborder

"...sunshine after the rain." ---Because of You by 98 Degrees

Miko Legaspi said...

salamat, salamat sa lahat ng sumoporta. hehehe.

it was my first, but it was worth it. =)

*** James *** said...

atleast u know ano gagawain mo next time.. hehehe

Miko Legaspi said...

yep.

"Next time I fall in love,
I know better what to do,
Next time I fall in love
Oohh ooh oohhh
Next time i fall in love
it will with you."
-------------Peter Cetera, Next time i fall in love

nyahahahaha.

dax macaraya said...

*singhot* *singa* yeah men, pareho pala tayo ng mode ngaun.. tsk tsk *akbay*

Miko Legaspi said...

oo nga, drama mode ngaun.


a este, kahapon pala.

hahaha, ayus na uli ako ngaun.

"i have a life to live,
and i need to live it
in the best way possible."


tama na yan, inuman na. hahaha.

Honey Federico said...

Bakit sila ganun noh? Pero sige.. ok lang yan..Glad 2 know you're ok... (well, ..I hope....)

Miko Legaspi said...

thanks fame. hehehe. salamat din sa kanta. hahaha

dax macaraya said...

pssst prettiness ba ko? umoo ka na lang para happy kid ka na!

Miko Legaspi said...

hahaha, siempre, poginess ako, and since ikaw ang female-half, for sure, prettiness ka. hahahaha.

kapal ko. hahaha.

dax macaraya said...

ayan! tama yan! ang mga single at sawi ang nagbobolahan! hehehe! *apir* eto para sau *tambling* yes!

Miko Legaspi said...

lupit talaga. ilang araw mong pinagpraktisan yang tumbling na yan?

ako kaya kong pahabaain ung hinlalaki ko ng kasing haba ng hinlalato*. hahahaha

magtayo na tayo ng sirkus, hahaha.


*para sa mga hindi nakakaalam ng hinlalato, ikakahiya kayo ni rizal. hahaha.

dax macaraya said...

sige sige! kumakain din ako ng bubug habang tumatawid sa buhay na manok! ^^ add nga kita sa friendster boy-half at gagawan ng testi para kumpleto na ang online bonding! *apir*

Alex Betonio said...

kaya pala ganun na lng ang mga reply mo sa entry ko.. hehehe... may pinaghuhugutan ka pala.. hehehee.. peace! \m/

Miko Legaspi said...

hehehe, me pinaghuhugatan nga. fresh pa. hahaha.

-Barry- Fuentes said...

Don't worry. That day will come when you'll look at and you'll only be able to *smile*...... in the famous words of Erap Estrada, Time wounds all heals. *chuckles*

Seriously though, being in that situation (minus the whole "I did it / I had it coming" scenario) as yours, I could only say what Bono aptly wrote: what you don't have, you don't need it now. Cheer up!

Miko Legaspi said...

thanks. =)

Alex Betonio said...

fresh? hehehe.. kaya mo yan... :)

Miko Legaspi said...

yup, yakang yaka to. actually, ayus na.

juan paolo fernandez said...

you were in love? Tsk!

Tragic dahling...tragic!
----- Cruela De Vil ----
101 Dalmatian

Miko Legaspi said...

hahaha, thanks. =P

juan paolo fernandez said...

number one rule in dating: DON'T be the first one to fall in love!
ang unang ma-inlove... TALO!
crazy! huh! hahaha!

Miko Legaspi said...

true!!! true!!!

juan paolo fernandez said...

true? parang i'd like to disagree na hahaha! pero you know what minsan ako yung first to break that stupid rule... i lose sometimes( lol) but i didn't mind. it's alright. saya nga nun... mi konting drama pag broken hearted ka!

Miko Legaspi said...

its true. pag nainlove ka, talo ka. hehehe

'BillyBoi' ' said...

di naman palagi talo pag inlove ka.

Miko Legaspi said...

hehehe, iba po sa kin ung na-in love, sa actual loving. =)

'BillyBoi' ' said...

waaahhh... d ka nag iba.

Miko Legaspi said...

hehehe, =)